Skarlett was barley a month old on her first Easter. Grandma Lewis invited us over and cooked for us. She got to see the baby, hold her, and feed her. I happy to see her hold her and love her. Ever since Grandad died in March 2011and I was not able to say goodbye because I was in Dallas picking up Jeffrey at 6 months pregnant. I kind of held it against Grandma that I didn't get to say goodbye and by the time I got back her was already creamated. We slowly grew apart and grandma and mom and I are not the way we were before. I cried my eyes out about grandad and I wasn't ready for it. I was six months pregnant and out of town. Jeffrey barley paid any attention to what I was going throught and it was all about it. I held it also against Jeff, because if I was not picking up Jeff I would have been home when grandad passed. It was our first Easter without Grandad.
No comments:
Post a Comment